Another day, another problem;

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

[Anyone in this particular hallway of the dressing room might hear the sound of struggling among other movement noises from unknown objects. If one follows the sounds, they should be careful. Within this room, Namine is fighting against the hundreds of ribbons that have been wrapped and tied around her entire body. It looks like she can't poof out of there either, considering the clouds of smoke that keep appearing and disappearing, though she doesn't move. Oh, and one other thing...

It doesn't seem like there's anything but ribbons on her.

Looks like the dressing room is dishing out some karma. Feel free to take advantage of that. or try to help her. Though these ribbons are moving on their own, and who knows what they might try to do.]

Comments

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

That was all just orders. I get them, I carry them out. That's what I get for bitching about never having Roxas around.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

You enjoyed that whole thing way too much for just 'orders'. Don't you dare try to justify yourself.

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

It's called acting, dumbass.

I'm not trying to justify myself, I know I'm a bitter bitch that deserves every ounce of pain I've ever felt. And I'm sorry you got caught up in all of this. But I can't help that you're on the grab list because of your darkness.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[If he could move at the moment, he might just punch her.]

When you're aiming for forgiveness, you're supposed to at least fake the apology better. Your acting is terrible.

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

What?! You fucking asshole! I'm not faking anything! I don't expect you to forgive me! I don't expect any of you to forgive me! But I'm doing what I have to do, so you can just shut you pretty, little mouth before I do anything to it on my own terms.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

Like to see you try with the way you're stuck in here. Just tossing empty threats now, huh?

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

In case you forgot, my darkness filled heart is pressed right up against you. Let me tell you, transferring that to you would be incredibly easy.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

Go ahead. You'd just be signing your own death warrant.

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

You wouldn't even have the chance, idiot. Didn't you hear the part about me saying you're on Hell's grab list?

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

So how come you haven't taken me down there yet?

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

[Opens her mouth to say something, frowning, but then stops and just lets out a sigh, looking down.]

I don't like the person they've made me into. I don't want that happening to anyone who doesn't deserve it.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Stop switching personalities like that, it makes it harder to hate you. And he's sure she's still just acting.]

I bet. You're just an innocent victim, is that it?

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

[Actually looks kind of hurt by that, before just growling and shaking her head furiously.]

No, I'm not innocent at all! Look, I get that you hate me and you want my head on a platter and yeah. I would want that too. Just shut the hell up and stop acting like you know anything about me.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

I don't want to know anything more about you. You're just a selfish bitch who thrives on other people's misery. And what you deserve is to go through all the torture and humiliation you've put everyone else through!

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

[Okay, that's it. Darkness fighting at those ribbons now, trying to get her out of there so she can punch him, while she just struggles hard.]

Oh trust me, I have. All of you wouldn't last three seconds in Hell if you think what I did was bad.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Well then he's not going to give up struggling against those ribbons either.]

So what then, you get some kind of sick entertainment from putting other people through what you went through?

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

Don't you ever listen?! I already told you-- Everything I've done was because I had orders to do them. Everything else was because they tried to attack me first.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

Your acting isn't good enough to have just pretended you enjoyed it. Wouldn't surprise me at all if you love your job- hell, there are plenty of sadists in here who would love your job.

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

Again with the assuming you know me at all...

[Looks up at him, frowning hard and looking accusing.]

Why would you think I'm acting? I have no reason to lie to you. Where's that going to get me? It sure the hell isn't helping my reputation at all, as a matter of fact I'm sure those bastards are listening in on this and laughing their asses off. Because that's what they do.

I hate my job. I hate that I can even hate anything. Believe it or not, I used to be just like your precious, little girlfriend before my life went to shit.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Narrows his eyes, just getting more angry.]

You leave her out of this. Someone like her could never become something like you.

And who said you need a reason to lie? Maybe that's part of the fun for you. Or am I just assuming again?

/tl;drs forever

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

You say that now. Imagine loosing the only thing in your life that mattered, killing yourself over it, then getting to spend fifty years watching it replay over and over in front of your eyes for every second of every single one of those goddamn days. Something like that drives people to do insane things. No matter how pure, or how kind-hearted they used to be.

[She's got angry tears?! welling up in her eyes by the end of it, and it looks like she's finally free of most of those ribbons, so she will be shoving him back with a good deal of force, just seething.]

You know, Kai forgave me for what I did to him and it gave me a sliver of hope that maybe someone could actually try to understand. You killed that for me, so thanks for that. At least I'm back to reality.

[Turns to storm out the door. If you want to get a word in, you better start talking.]

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

If you were looking for pity, you came to the wrong place. In case you hadn't noticed, Kai's a prince of heart, and a lot more forgiving than someone like me could ever be.

[vanishinghopes.livejournal.com]

[Stops, and turns, and glares.]

I'm not looking for anything. I'm trying to somehow apologize for things I've done, pathetic attempts or not. From assholes like you, I don't expect anything but what you've given me.

[Oh by the way, her darkness just set you free, too. And she's storming out now.]