will you pause and break my heart?

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[there's a familiar looking Axel sprawled out on a random bed. he's passed out, the smell of vodka on his breath. he's in nothing but a blanket, a sight that's not that uncommon... what's visible of his body is covered in scars. the one that stands out the most is the one around his left shoulder, which gives him away completely to those who knew him before.

the only problem is, he's not going to remember you. he's going to be a bit hungover and pissed to the nines when he wakes up. he doesn't remember a thing except getting really drunk the night before with his Roxas, and doing some E and... well, not much else.

feel free to harass at will, you know the drill.]

Comments

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

...

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[a few minutes of healing attention and he comes to, coughing and gasping. the pain has lessened, but he still aches like hell, and moving sounds like a terrible idea. he blinks surprised absinthe eyes at the man, his voice raspy]

...S-Saïx?

1/2

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Mm.

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[he cries out, high and pained, trying to curl up on himself to protect himself]

D-damn it!

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Do yourself a favor: Next time you run into that thing, do not antagonize it. It tells you to stay away, you stay away.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

I don't even know who he is!

[gasps it out, the pain that had disappeared with the healing returning in a sharp burst]

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

You do now!

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[once the immediate sharp pain of his ribs cracking fades, he glares at him, snarling low]

Not really! He's just some guy who gets off on beating the shit out of me. You two seem to have a lot in common.

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Funny thing, we're the same person.



You know how dangerous it is now. But understand that if I catch you antagonizing it again, anything that it has done will be NOTHING compared to what I'll do to you!

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[he narrows his eyes, growling low and threatening]

You're hilarious, asshole. I'm not your toy to beat.

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Where do you think most of your scars came from?

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[it's like he hasn't even noticed the scars before now. he blinks at him, looking down at himself. his eyes widen, tone dropping]

Where the fuck did these come from?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Come on, try and remember. You enjoy it when you're hurt, don't you?



And your idiocy caused you injury so many times...

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[he watches him with wary eyes. it's still not adding up]

.... I don't remember.

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Not even this?

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[those emerald eyes flick between the man before him and then the injury in question]

... you were there... you did this to me?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

This is from when we first met: I ripped your arm off; someone was kind enough to reattach it for you~

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[he's shaking with exhaustion and quite a bit of fear. his eyes are wide as plates, leaning back on his right arm which inevitably put his scarred shoulder closer to Saïx's mouth]

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Remember?

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[his brow furrows as he bites his bloody lower lip]

... no.

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[he yelps as he falls onto his face, his hands barely catching his fall. he doesn't break his nose thankfully, but it doesn't help all the pain he's already in]

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Until you remember, stay away from us. You'll be safer that way.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[now that's a familiar sound. his eyes go wide, pushing up onto his hands and knees so he can look over his shoulder which ironically puts his ass further up in the air]

Saïx, what are you--?