what is love, baby don't hurt me--

[fourteen]

[ hey DR, sup. Have a Xion wandering around with big floppy white bunny ears and little white wings (and a bunny tail, if you happen to see her from behind). She looks kind of cagey -- she keeps glancing around all cautious-like, as if she's trying to avoid someone.

she finally comes to a common area that seems safe enough, and relaxes a little. taking a breath, she starts looking around, one of her ears flopping into her face as she does so.

basically, this Xion is looking for Rikus. hopefully Rikus she knows. she'll stop you if she thinks she recognizes you, and give you big, confused eyes. ]


(ooc; she's avoiding any and all Roxae. feel free to ninja her regardless, but she might spook. |D)

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[poppetry.livejournal.com]

... I can't, Riku. This is for Sora's sake. There's no way I can just sit here and be okay with leaving him like that.

[ pause. ] Wait, what do you mean?

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

[still frowning.]

You'll get your chance. If it helps, the Sora I know's wide awake, and he's a year ahead of me.

[pauses as well]

Roxas. He winds up merging with Sora... But the one I know? Separate again. If this place is anything like Luceti, then you could leave and come back without any problems.

[poppetry.livejournal.com]

.... [ Xion just takes a deep, deep breath and sighs. she's silent for a long time. ]

I want to make the right decision. But how can I do that if I'm stuck here? ... maybe I should just enjoy this while I can. It's not like there's anything else I can do.

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

That's what I just said, isn't it?

Trust me, it's a lot easier to not focus too much on the future. I'd know.

[poppetry.livejournal.com]

I know, but ... it's hard. I hate just sitting still and not being able to do anything.

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Some things just aren't easy.

Just be glad you don't have to deal with half the things I do.

[poppetry.livejournal.com]

... things like what?

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Oh, turning on my best friend, giving into the darkness, and that's just a start.

[...tsk.]

Sora'd probably kill me if I said this, but if I could go back and not forget anything? I'd probably not let the darkness get to me.

[poppetry.livejournal.com]

... why would he kill you for saying that?

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Because if I did, then it'd change everything for him. Not just for him, but probably everybody.

[He shakes his head.]

But it's not like I can help feeling that way.

[poppetry.livejournal.com]

I can't blame you. I wonder what I would do, if I could go back to the very beginning knowing everything I know now. I might not stay in the Organization at all.

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

It's a lot to think about. Even just knowing could change everything.

[poppetry.livejournal.com]

... it's probably best not to think about it. We won't know for sure until we leave anyway.

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Exactly. Besides, there's no telling when we'll leave.

I come and go a lot, but maybe I'm just lucky.