Maybe I'm a little bit over my head. I come undone at the things he said.

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[Sora wasn't doing anything special, he was always in the drawing room during the day. Even though no one can really tell what time it is in this strange place.
He was flipping through all of his sketches while a black German Shepherd was sitting by his side with loyalty, it's blue eyes fixed on it's master with it's long tail wagging behind him slowly.]

....I've gotten better since I've been here.

[Smiles softly, continuing through the pages until stopping on a page that made his heart throb. He hadn't seen Godku in forever, thinking the other had been thrown back in to his world-his eyebrows pulled together. He couldn't throw it out, even though it pained him to look at it.
He brought out a pencil, holding the eraser over the God's face. All it would take was a swift flick of his wrist...but he couldn't force himself to do such a simple motion.]

...W-Whatever.

Comments

Re: night o/

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

H-He has friends!

[Sora snapped back quickly, defending the other.]

What do you mean you won't turn in to him? You're his younger self..right?

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

So I've heard. Doesn't keep him from being lonely though.

It's... complicated. He was the future me, before my friends showed up. I guess he just withdrew into the library and now he's in pretty rough shape. But my friends did show up eventually, so my future's been changed.

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

....How much will exactly change?

[Riku never really opened up too much, though he did value the other as a friend-clearly, Riku didn't want to come to him to get rid of that loneliness so he simply accompanied the other when passing by.]

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure. But... he's also the version of me who never met my girlfriend, so that much is different. From what I've seen of him, I hope I don't turn out anything like him.

[He pities his alternate future self more than anything.]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

......

[He looked down at his sketchbook, opening it up to a new page before glancing at Riku from the corner of his eye.]

You should, he's a great guy.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

Maybe, but he's miserable. I'd rather not end up miserable and alone.

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[His eyes went to his sketchbook, deciding for the both of them that the conversation was over. He was already down in the dumps, this just made matters worse..]