kingdomdressing | you can feel it in your mind

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kairi

you can feel it in your mind

{ She's. Just sitting on the floor of one of the empty alleys of the library, eyes looking rather vacant. She's hugging her backpack with one hand, and the other has a burnt out opium cigarette. }

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[well. that's interesting.]

What are you doing?

{ If she was caught smoking opium by someone and she was in her right mind- let alone someone whom she'd call a friend, she'd absolutely freak. But she simply smiles humbly and waves at Riku. }

Oh, hello~

[she's just kind of staring, not quite sure what to think of it.]

Hey.

How've you been~

{ She takes another whiff, exhaling slowly. }

[slips her hands in her pockets.]

Been better. What is that?

{ She burrows the opium cigarette into her hand to burn it out. She turns toward Riku slowly, tilting her head. }

S'just something to help with my pains... what's th'matter?

[Riku's not sure whether to be more startled or disturbed to see that.]

Help?

{ There's actually a small red circle in the middle of her hand- she's done this more than once, apparently. She nods- she feels somewhat as light as air right now. }

I've been given them since I was little, since they had nothing else back there- and other things, but that's all back home.

[she may not know what to think about the rest of it, but that part definitely bothers her.]

They gave you those when you were little?

{ Nods, looking up at the ceiling. } They didn't have anything else for me~ it's okay, though.

[it doesn't sound okay to her.]

Where did you find something like that here?

{ Blinks, thinking for a while. } I actually found it in one of the cabinets in one of the bathrooms, along with most of the stuff in here. It was kinda like a mini medical cabinet.

{ Digs through her back- yes, she's searching for more opium- maybe something stronger. }

[she might have to check that out, she's still thinking.]

Right.

{ She sniffs a bit before hanging her head a bit, heaving a sigh. }

...M'sorry.

[frowns a bit, taking a seat nearby.]

For what?

{ She looks over at Riku and stops digging through her backpack, fiddling with a tiny bottle in her hand. }

Y'seem disappointed.

I don't think I'd have any right to be.

[leans against a shelf, looking up at the ceiling.]

{ She would sigh in absolute relief that someone isn't pressing her opium addiction, but she'll keep that her to herself. She closes her backpack and hugs it with both her hands, turning the bottle side to side. }

You've been in a lotta pain before, right?

[Riku doesn't think she has much of a right to judge people most of the time. most of the time. at the question she gives a quiet huff of laughter, closing her eyes.]

Yeah.

{ Kairi relaxes a bit and shuffles around a bit, chuckling a bit. }

Of all the things I hear here... the stuff I go through seems like a piece of cake. I can tell you're a strong person, Riku.

[runs a hand through her hair, brushing it back slowly. she doesn't know what to say to that.]

{ She looks to the other side and twiddles her fingers again. }

I envy you just a little, Riku.

[that gets her looking at Kairi again.]

What for?

'Cause you can handle pain without signing a permanent contract to misery, I guess.

{ Optimistic streak failed, sorry. :< }

... I've had experience with worse things.

[and some of the worst pain she's had, she felt she deserved. Riku shrugs.]

Is there anything you can do to fix it?

{ Looks at the ground and plays with the little lighter in her pocket. } Fix what? There's lotsa things to fix...

[shrugs again, looking up at a bookshelf.]

What causes you pain.

{ She chuckles at the thought, looking over at Riku with a somewhat pathetic smile. } I can't time travel, Riku.

In this place? I wouldn't be surprised if you could.

Maybe in this place... but never in my world. Not even the Heartless would be able to do that...

[considers that for a moment, then shrugs.]

Who knows.

I sure hope not... { Scratches her head. } That's like givin' Sora a bomb, y'know?

[tilts her head a bit, slightly amused.]

I can see the comparison.

{ Shrugs. } Not as clumsy, though. Heartless are pretty smart...

{ Odd Heartless? Yes. }

Heartless?

[she's wondering if they're talking about the same thing here.]

{ Nods. } They're kinda like Organization members, 'cept in large quantities. And without those silly leather coats of theirs.

Sounds more like Nobodies than Heartless.

[frowns a bit in confusion.]

What are they, in your world?

{ She sits upright, scratching her arm uneasily. } They're a faction in my world. They're ruled by Dowager Empress Maleficent.

{ She sinks a bit in her seat. } And someone else, but I don't like them very much. Their name's the same as our king, though.

[ouch, that one hit a bad memory. Riku's frowning, carefully looking at Kairi out of the corner of her eye.]

... Ansem?

{ Nods slowly. } Yeah. { She squirms a bit, looking back at Riku. }

Was he mean to you, too?

...Something like that. But the Ansem in my world was a woman.

[and it won't be that easy getting Riku to say anything else about her.]

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wrong acc at first /FAIL

XD I've done that before.

KAIRI evolved into an AERIS!

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