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becoming the hunter instead of the hunted

[This was sick, this was cruel. This was impossible and Sora didn't like this one bit. There might be a few holes following in a uneven pattern along a hallway's wall. But it's okay, it was just a Saïx. No big deal, right?
Hope not, because he wasn't "himself" per-say. He heard about the body swapping, yeah but Sora never thought it would happen to him. Now he was in the wrong body at the wrong time with so much rage boiling inside him that he could kill someone. Though he'd resist the urge, he wasn't a murderer. Saïx was, not Sora. Not him.]

God make this end quickly...

[[Body-swapped with you know who below~]]

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Damn right you should be sorry. Why the fuck didn't you tell me he was torturing you?

I didn't think it was necessary...

[He shifted his weight to the other foot, keeping his eyes to the wall behind Larxene's body. He wasn't nerovus, but he knew he should feel ashamed. Even if it wasn't possible at the moment, his voice was still low as if he were only giving standard information.]

Kai tried to defend me last time and he was almost killed, I didn't want you to get hurt too.

I like to think I'm a better fighter than one of those goody good princes of heart. Unless this Saix can throw fire like Ri, he won't be able to scratch me.

I didn't want to risk it then...But now I'm more than willing, Ri actually helped me out for the third encounter.

[That was nice, at least his friend wasn't scowling.]

Let's just leave the ass-kicking for when we're back in our own bodies.

So you told him.

...I'm not going to go frying him in your body, don't worry.

I didn't tell him anything. He heard my collar and jumped in when Saix was bashing my head in to a wall.

[His voice dropped a bit, turning to a murmur at the end. He didn't want to remember anything, though he knew it wouldn't affect him in this body.]

I would have told you...

Look, I can't even feel disappointed at you right now. Don't lie and say you would have told me. You would have told him if he pushed you enough.

-And I would have done the same if you pushed me enough Ri. But you didn't!

[He bit his tongue, tasting the metallic bitter taste of blood from cutting it open from biting down too hard. But it didn't hurt, so he'd just keep quiet after that and try to keep a level head.]

Yeah, maybe I should have pushed you about that instead of having a fling with you in the hallway. Probably would have turned out better for everyone, huh?

[Yes, he did. And when he finally realized his mistake, he cursed under his breath. He wasn't thinking, he was too wound up in his own thoughts to look through things carefully. He wasn't exactly "looking before he was leaping" per-say. But God, it was hard enough...Now Riku was striking him where it should have hurt.]

Riku, look...I'm not myself, clearly. Can't we talk about this later?

No. Go talk to your friend Ri if you want someone to bitch to. I'm sure he'll be glad to listen and tell you how terrible I am.

I don't want to bitch to anyone. I want you to get it through your thick skill that I care about you and don't think your terrible.

[A little stupid. But not terrible. He kept his voice even, stepping a bit closer subconsciously.]

Have you already forgotten that you can't care? I told you to stop lying to me.

Not in this fucking body but you know what I mean!

[Growls, clenching his hands in to fists at his sides. No, he couldn't get closer. This body was like a detonator, one false move and he'd blow up. He had to backtrack and hope to calm down in a matter of seconds.]

Even with your stupid heart and your stupid emotions. It doesn't make logical sense. Why the hell would someone like you give a shit about someone like me?

I don't understand why you don't treat me like Ri does. He's right. I'm a jerk, an asshole, and a bastard.

How could you think such a thing?

[The instant he heard Riku speak, his guard dropped and all of that rage disappeared. His expression actually did seem worried this time..]

Riku, if Ri told you something like that. You shouldn't listen, you know better. You're one of my best friends and he just doesn't know your good side.

What "good side"? When have I done anything that counts as good? I fight and argue with you, I can't seem to stop fighting no matter how many times she tells me- I can't even keep from cheating on her. I don't have a single fucking redeeming quality!

....You're actual quite caring. You worry over someone else's feelings and try your best to help, especially if you loved them....You took care of me when I was all beaten up and didn't try to pry even though you were worried, you knew when I needed space.

[He forced his expression to lighten from the memory, he could picture it all.]

You're funny as hell and have a good throwing arm, come on Riku.

...The good certainly doesn't outweigh the bad.

It does to me...

[His hung his head, shrinking a bit until he was leaning back against the wall again.]

I know that doesn't mean much to you, but I think it outweighs the bad...no one's perfect Riku.

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