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[yeah, he's been a musical little fag for a while now, just sort of kicking his feet out in lieu to the slow lull of the music in his headphones, his eyes not really focused on anything but the endless floor underneath him, arms spread out. if it wasn't for the fact that he was older than some of the Roxases around, he'd be better off being called a child.]

Days went by
We waited and I guess we're getting older~

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[And who's this holding two bars of sea-salt ice cream, he just plops himself down next to Roxas and waves on in his face.]

Hey Rox. What's up?

[clears his throat when his singing's interrupted, popping out headphones. for once, it's kind of weird, he turns down the icecream with a shake of his head.]

Nothing much.

[He kinda frowned at the turn down of ice cream, but shrugged and decided he'd have two.]

That's cool. How's Sora and Riku? Have you seen them lately?

Sora's fine.

[straight faced as he says it.]

Haven't seen Riku for a while. I think I really pissed him off.

[He arched his brow.]

Something happen between you and Sora? And what'd you do to piss Riku off?

Nope, nothing.

[picks at the fuzz on his pants.]

He found me when I was drunk and I kind of mouthed off so he got angsty and walked out.

[He nodded and looked around for a bit.]

Rox, don't kill me, but do you like Sora..as in like like?

[He chuckled.]

He should be used to your mouth by now.

[someone's laying next to him, pulling at his arm and laying his head on his thigh.]

[the singing comes to an abrupt halt when he feels the touches and looks over to see who it is. he tenses up and shoots his gaze away.]

Uh. Hey.

[pouts.]

Hey, keep going.

Nah, I'm good.

Pleeeease.

Not right now, Sora.

[si~igh.]

[he's quiet, shutting off his mp3 player and looking the opposite way.]

[... he frowns, sitting up and looking at him.]

Roxas...?

It's nothing.

[he says automatically.]

[... closes his mouth, and stands up.]

Oh... okay. D'you want anything to drink?

I'm fine.

[quieter this time, prodding his fingers at the arm of the couch.]

[... nods slowly, feeling incredibly awkward.]

Sora, I ...

[... fuck. well, now that he's started.]

I saw you and him.

[... blink. head tilt.]

Saw who and me?

You and that other Sora.

[blushes brightly.]

O-oh...

I don't know what to think.

[he admits sheepishly, looking down at his lap.]

Sorry, it just sort of... happened.

[fidgets.]

I was going to tell you when I knew it'd be stable... I don't even really know.

I just.. why did you give up on Riku like that?

[he's frowning, glancing over to Sora.]

For yourself, no less.

Wh-what?

[stares over at him, breathless.]

I didn't give up on him. I... still like him. I know I can never change Riku, Roxas. And I don't want to. He's straight, I'm not. How can I give up on someone who isn't even in the same game...?

You did give up on him.

[he looks grim, turning his head away again.]

[he fists a hand in his own hair.]

W-what... how?

I don't know how you think you didn't. And if you're so sure you didn't, how do you think your new boyfriend would feel?

What if Riku did decide to try it out. Would you leave the other Sora behind for Riku?

[stiffens slightly. he gives a quiet 'mph', putting his hand against his lips.]

Yeah, see. You didn't think this one out.

[he murmurs bitterly, curling up.]

B-but...

[he's quiet, at a loss for words as his mind runs. he turns to go.]

[just lets him go, letting a shaky breath out.]

Hm, not familiar with that song. [lol hi. He must bug you every chance he gets, apparently.]

It's an old favorite.

[pops his headphones out of his ears, dropping the player and the pile of wires into his lap.]

Yeah? [seats himself next to Roxas, if that's all right with the blond.]

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