Beware a Dragon Rider out of control.

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He was heartbroken, frustrated, angry, depressed, hurt, and tired. All the emotions that he normally kept bottled up, all the control that he valued, everything he was and is and forever shall be screamed at him. He couldn't tell what direction was up. His own expectations of his life, the pressure of being the youngest of the Dragon Riders, it had never gotten to him before. But being here, in this place. Falling in love with not one but two people and to realize that the both of them were already taken. Everything had formed one maelstrom of emotion, one trigger that was already pushed.

He'd sought refuge in the training room, losing himself to the motions of his blades, but he couldn't run forever. As he fluidly and quickly moved from kata to kata, stance to stance, imaginary enemy to imaginary enemy, power, his own and that granted to him from being soul bonded to Zanren leaked out of his hands, his feet, his hair. It swirled and twirled around his body, raising higher and higher, stronger and stronger. It needed a release. It sought and sought, and he fought for control; but how can one control power that seeks destruction? With a scream of utter defeat, Roxas collapsed to his knees as the power exploded outward, sending a devestating effect through the training room. Lights exploded, all equipment destroyed, the walls and ceiling caved. And in the midst of it all, protected by his own out of control power, sat Roxas, his head on his bent knees, sobbing.]

[ooc: sorry, feeling slightly out of control myself, and this boy was definitely due for some angst.]

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[seasides]

[the noise caught him off guard, and he'd immediately rushed to see what had happened. seeing the- the chaos that had once been the training room, his eyes widened. he doesn't see anyone, but this had to happen somehow. the best he can do is stand outside the room and raise his voice, hoping to be heard.]

Anyone in there? Are you alright?

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[The dust is settling. It seems that one is able to enter the training room, just mind the debris. There's the sound of mild sobs, and coughing. But no response to Kai's question.]

[ooc; Sorry, would have answered his yesterday but I overslept.]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[In the back by the entrance stood Sora, trying to see through the dust and rubble for whoever or whatever caused the explosion he heard that shook the whole dressing room. Whoever screamed out that made his heart ache.]

Hello?

[Coughing, the brunet started climbing over the destruction to follow the sobs of.]

...Roxas?

[He moved quickly to squat in front of the other, reaching up to touch the blond.]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[By this time the tears have stopped, but his head was hung and he seemed utterly defeated.]

Yea?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

Roxas...What happened, what's wrong?

[He gently lifted the blond's head up so he could wipe the tear marks from the other's cheeks, boring in to blue eyes to find out what happened. He couldn't bare to see Roxas like this...It hurt.]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[Instead of blue eyes, though. Roxas' are red, residual power still apparent. Give him a few moments, his reserves are shot.]

Lost control.

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[He pulled the blond in to a hug, resting his chin on top of golden locks.]

Why?

[Control? Control of power? Sora didn't like the thought of Roxas falling apart, so he'd try to help.]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He shrugged.]

Too much, emotion, hurt, confusion. I'm not making sense.

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

Roxas, from what?

Did someone hurt you?

[Don't lie to him, Sora was already trying to search through faded ice blue with his own crystal. He was so worried, what really caused this? He needed more specifics...]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He ducked his head and sighed.]

Can't have what I want. Love hurts.

[ashesrisen.livejournal.com]

[was just heading in there to train himself, clad in a simple pair of pants and a tank-top, and freezes when everything goes nuts, blown back into a wall with a groan]

R-Roxas, s'just me--

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[Looked up when the dust settled, instead of blue eyes, his were red.]

Sor?

[ashesrisen.livejournal.com]

[...p-pauses, eyes wide]

Rox, ar...are you alright?

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He blinked a few times, the red slowly leaking out of his eyes. He sighed.]

Why's it have to hurt so much, Sor?

[ashesrisen.livejournal.com]

[takes that as his cue to come close]

What?

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He put his hand over his heart.]

It hurts. Why's it have to hurt?

[ashesrisen.livejournal.com]

[sighs quietly]

I'm sorry....

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He sighed.]

I hate this hurt.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[....h-holy shit was that an earthquake? Sora's running as fast as he can to where he thinks it came from, scared someone is hurt. Ruuuushes over and freezes, then bolts through the mess, scrambling over everything to get closer, twisting his ankle and landing with a shout, but gets up and keeps going.]

Roxas! Roxas!!

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He's stopped crying, and lifted his head, red eyes capturing Soras. He sighed, not wanting to see any Soras at the moment, but he knew that was an impossibility.]

I'm all right, Sora. Be careful.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[la la la not listening, just rushing forward and pow, have a Sora hugging you really tightly]

What's wrong?

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[Maybe he was a masochist, because he couldn't help but wrap his arms around Sora. A Sora that would never be his.]

Just lost control. I'll be fine...just takes time to get control back.

[Yea right. That's not all that happened.]

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

You're lying, Roxas... I know you better than that.

[presses his face to the curve of your neck, sighing]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He sighed. He'd never been able to lie to a Sora. And Sora was right, he did know him better.]

My heart hurts.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

....are you okay! What happened to it?