this is an sos

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[that room where a Roxas in a comatose was staying in these past few weeks is empty. Roxas?

he looks like he's trying to run away from some unseen enemy, walking...or limping, more like it-- fast down the hall.]

[ooc: whoo, better get this guy out. that way I can start posting for my other Disney characters without worrying about him. :/]

Comments

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

...what if you're just putting them in [cough] danger?

[no, he's not drinking that potion yet.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know I'm putting them in danger. And I fuck up all the time. But trust and respect means that I trust them to watch my back, too. And that at the end of the day, I know they still care about me, even if I fail.

*okay maybe he doesn't quite believe the last bit in regards to himself, but he knows Nami cares about you no matter what*

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

...even if they get hurt in the process, and that's what I can't stand. especially when I'm the cause.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*flicks your forehead*

Then grow up. People get hurt all the time. It's painful... to cause harm to the ones you care for, but just running away? Sometimes that's even worse.

typos really like me today. :/

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[damn, it's like he was back to being seven again.]

Causing harm is different than when you're the one doing it.

*pats*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Of course it is. But the difference is whether you do it because you actually want to, or you're manipulated into doing it.

*sigh a little bit because things are getting deep*

You were turned into a Heartless when you attacked Nami, and I nearly murdered my Sora in cold blood. Tell me which is worse.

;_;

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

I still had my own will, and I still did it.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

You were a Heartless, and being manipulated. Would you ever attack Nami right now?

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[Ri should know his answer to that, but that still doesn't change his feelings.]

What if this happens again?

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Answer me this then: which would you rather have, Nami getting hurt because something had to go through you to get to her, or Nami getting hurt and you don't even know it?

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[way to make him feel conflicted, Ri.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*that's what growing up is all about*

... see, because me? I'd rather know that I did my damndest to protect my family, even if I failed. Because I don't want to find out later that I could've been there and stopped it.

1/2

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[...........

...wait. hold the phone--]

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[DAMNIT THE RINGS ARE GONE.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he blinks at you*

What's wrong?

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[searching himself like mad right now.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he has an inkling of what you're searching for*

... looking for the rings?

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

Sora had them, he....

[doesn't even know what happened to Sora]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

He gave them to me for safekeeping, before I killed him.

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

.........

...k-killed?

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*flicks your forehead again*

Weren't you listening? I had to kill you, and then him, so you could be brought back whole.

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

[and now he's stopping as if checking within himself to see if Sora is still in there.

.................]

*drifts into a nyquil haze* z___Z

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*go ahead, he can wait*

Night?

[truekeys.livejournal.com]

He's...

[not there.]

nightnight ^^;;

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

... he's?