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[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

[is sitting on steps somewhere, looking down at a Keyblade in one hand and a knife in the other, with a card sitting on his lap]

I...if someone does something awful to you, is it right to want revenge?

[murmurs it to the first person he hears walk past~ someone's been talking with the Joker, and even has his card]

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[obliviomancy.livejournal.com]

Why does it matter if it's right?

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

....Because I care about if it's right or not.

[little blind kid with his mismatched clothes just toys with the knife]

[obliviomancy.livejournal.com]

[Something about the voice reminds him of Sora - the only Sora he thinks of as real. He halts.]

Then figure out whether you'd still want it even if it was wrong.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

Th...that's the problem. It makes me feel like a monster to even consider it.

[obliviomancy.livejournal.com]

Would you be okay with feeling like a monster if you could have it? Your revenge.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

...I ...I don't know.

[obliviomancy.livejournal.com]

Don't try it if you can't decide. There's no point.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

I'd decide and then try.

[drops the knife and dismisses the blade, exhaling]

I don't want to be a m-monster.

[obliviomancy.livejournal.com]

[steps on the knife, casually. He tilts his head.]

What's a monster?

[fearnoreaper.livejournal.com]

[what is this? uncertainty? He feeds on that like a leech. Sora might not be able to see him, but have a haunting and kind voice beckoning]

Come little children
I'll take thee away, into a land
of Enchantment

Come little children
the time's come to play
here in my garden
of Shadows

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

[--pauses, blinking]

You've got a pretty voice....

[fearnoreaper.livejournal.com]

I know.

What's wrong, little thing?

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

--I'm not a thing or a freak!

[fearnoreaper.livejournal.com]

[snorts]

I didn't call you a freak. But if you are not like me, then you are either a human thing, or a thing.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

I'm human. I'm human.

[clutches his knife and Keyblade tighter]

[fearnoreaper.livejournal.com]

And filled with anger. You've got a lot of that don't you?

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

I'm not that petty.

[whispers it]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[there's a hand resting on Sora's shoulder, light as a feather. Well, it seems this Sora has a card too--if the other could see it.]

It's not exactly right to ever want revenge or do the same to the ones that have wronged you.
You need to be above it or else you'll become the ones that you despise.

[can he take a seat next to you? The brunet sat down, eyeing the Joker card.]

o hay. lmfaoooo.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

[flinches at the touch, eyes wide]

It's....it's normal to want revenge though, right, as long as you don't follow through? Right?

dude o-o is this Sora based off a freaky drabble? -has possibly read it-

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[he noticed the flinch, that's why he whispered 'I won't hurt you' before letting his hand drop.]

It's normal, you shouldn't worry.
You're not a horrible person for thinking about it, just don't do it.

[a small smile for your troubles good sir?]

i can't remember which of my charas i've written stuff for or not. XD

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

....What if they deserve it?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

That's for you to decide.

[he's thinking as well, but he already knew the answer.Yes, they might deserve it. But you must never do it to them as they have done to you. It doesn't solve anything. He was hoping Sora could figure this out on his own.]

What do you think?

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

[throws everything onto the ground and hugs himself, head on his knees]

I don't know!

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[his eyebrows furrowed, letting his hand gently rub soothing circles over his other's back.]

I don't believe you...
You just need to think more Sora.
Could you really do the same to the one that has harmed you?

[his voice was calm and gentle, not wanting to rile the brunet.]

[ihasyoureye.livejournal.com]

If he's deserving, then it's not wrong, little one.