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[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[his train of thought right now is just a mess of "whatwhatwhat" and "do not want do not want" but no matter what he tries to do to wake up, it occurs to him that no, this isn't a dream. Great]

...Rooooxassss. Do you know what happened? How to fix me?

[and really, did he have to have such well. small boobs? if he was a girl, he would have figured he would have had er...well, bigger ones. No use sighing over it now, so he's just going to take care of his new eggs]

[ooc; click so they don't die?]

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[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

...Oh, no, Ro...xas...

[hesitates multiple times, eyes wide, tugging Roxas close]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He moved closer, but didn't move to touch Sora.]

I'm sorry.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[well, he's hugging you, harrrrd]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[With a heartbroken sigh, he returns the hug. He'll take whatever he can get from Sora.]

Sorry.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[doesn't let go for a long moment]

I'm so sorry...

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[Releases him, and sighs.]

It's not your fault, Sora. You didn't do anything. Don't be sorry.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

No...no, I am because I'm hurting you and I don't mean to.

[whispers it, swallowing hard]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He sighed and hugged him.]

Hey, hey, you're not hurting me. It's not the first time I've had an unrequited crush. I'm a tough guy, I'll be fine.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

...But it's not unrequited--

[stops himself as quickly as he can, pale]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He blinked.]

What? Sora, please?

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

I shouldn't--

[fumbles, feeling awful]

I just. I mean-

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He sighed.]

You like me back? But what about Roxas?

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

...You can't like more than one person? Can't you like....I dunno, cookies and cupcakes?

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He laughed.]

Yea, I guess you can like more than one person. So is that all it is? Like?

[Doesn't want to pressure him.]

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[opens his mouth, then...just stops, not sure what to say]

I.

I don't know.

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He nodded, and chuckled.]

I'll take what I can get.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

...You're not getting much...

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He hugged him again.]

I'm getting more than you think.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[shakes his head]

I'm sorry...

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[Kisses his forehead.]

You're forgiven. You don't need to apologize, you didn't do anything to cause me to like you other than be yourself. You shouldn't apologize for that.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

But I don't like hurting people.

[mumbles it, hugging him]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[He kissed his forehead and held him close.]

You're not hurting me. I enjoy spending time with you. So I have a crush on you, it's not a big deal.

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

...still.....

[just holds him right back]

[blck-drgn-rdr.livejournal.com]

[Is content to hold him.]

Still what?

[hesreallythere.livejournal.com]

[sighs]

Nothing.