[with everything that's happened in comparison to such a laid back and lazy, happy, enjoyable life, he's not even sure what he wants anymore. he'd been perfectly happy idolizing a male friend of his a little too much to really wonder ... was that honestly what he wanted most? was there more?]
[either way, he's nestled his chin between his knees, arms looped loosely around them as he sits. it's a popular position for the boy when he's choosing only to be observant.]
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[either way, he's nestled his chin between his knees, arms looped loosely around them as he sits. it's a popular position for the boy when he's choosing only to be observant.]