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[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

 Oohhh darlin, ~

I've been shying away from the general public for so long! It hurts to know I'm disobeying advice from a disgusting redhead ...

Either or, once upon a time a cardinal told me I should mingle more and talk to you stupid people.

So here I am, talk to me.

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[ittybittyroxy.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you should. And I won't be a brat to you if you tell me why you don't like me!

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

I don't like you because you're me. I hated myself as a kid and I'll hate you for just ... being you. Who you are. How old and immature you are and how much better off you probably are staying here than where I was.

They saved you early and it's not fair. That's why I hate you.

[ittybittyroxy.livejournal.com]

But... it's not my fault! It's not the other big Roxases faults either! And just 'cuz you're an evil bad guy doesn't mean I'm gonna be evil. Axel wouldn't let me!

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

I don't care what you do or how you wind up. It's because your life isn't playing out like mine, because you have it better than I did. What shitty thing decides which Roxas snaps and which doesn't?

It's. Not. FAIR. I didn't want to end up how I did, and if I could go back and change things I would, because I did everything in a desperate attempt to reach out to my brother who just wouldn't see me through.

Sure, I enjoy it now, but I wasn't born with the instinct to kill. I developed it.

[ittybittyroxy.livejournal.com]

But killing people is bad! If people are happy, you shouldn't mess it up for 'em!

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Then they should be smart and stay away from me instead of flocking to me like some kind of freakshow. I was speaking to mingle with the crowd, but there's only one other-me I'm going to mingle with, and it definitely isn't one of you finicky bitches.