Don't lose sight of who you are

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Namine's sitting on the couch in one of the living rooms today, a sketch book on her lap. Music can be faintly heard from the headphones around her neck. She long ago discovered it's best not to drown out all sound with music, or else someone could sneak up on you.

However, pretty much all of her attention is on her drawing, and the song she's listening to. So you most likely would be able to sneak up on her. Just know that she's not as helpless as she looks. Especially with her sketch book right there on her lap.]

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[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

*Mama is sitting beside you with a pretty china plate with a piece of chocolate cake and some fresh raspberries -- both necessary for keeping his girls sweet ♥*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Smiles at him and pauses the music.]

Hey, Sora.

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

*he gives you a kiss on the cheek~*

Hey, sweetie. What are you drawing? Oh! And have some cake.

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Smiles more and passes the sketchbook to him, taking the cake when offered.]

Thanks.

[What she was working on: A picture of Roxas. With a baby chocobo in his hair. Cause they visited the chocobo room recently and she has a photographic memory. Comes with the powers.]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

... wooow. That's really cute! I love his hair, the chick blends right in!

*giggles just a little and leans back to get comfortable*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

Yeah. She acts almost like she's got a little chocobo crush on him.

[Giggles a bit and has some more cake. Aside from the fact that the picture was obviously done in pencil, the detail would be almost photo like. Now that she's had the time to practice, and doesn't have to rush the pictures anymore.]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

Aww, that's kind of sweet. Maybe she thinks he's one of her own, with all that blonde spiky hair.

*he feels nostalgic for his own Roxas now ;; but never his Namine, you're the sweetest Namine he's ever met*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Cant help but laugh at that.]

I didn't think of that! But it's a good possibility!

[Awww. :< She didn't mean to make him feel sad.

Was his Namine really that bad?]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

If that's the case, it'll take a long time for her to figure it out! Besides, Roxae are just naturally adored.

*he's not sad! just nostalgic -- he loved his Roxas so; and yes, yes she was*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

Mm. I guess they are.

[Even she likes him. But shush she hasn't figured that out yet.

Well as long as he's not sad. ^^ And D: at mean Namine's.]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

How's your chocobo doing?

*he's happy to catch up with his 'daughter', though she doesn't consider herself one*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[She just doesn't think she deserves to be in the family as she cant truly feel anything for them. Her feelings are only shadows of emotions.]

He's doing fine. Always wants to be center of attention.

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

Well, that's what chocobos do, isn't it? Poco's a grown bird, but still thinks he's a chick and can demand cuddles.

*.. but alas he is a Mama and will cuddle Poco fiercely anyway forever because his chiiiick :V and he wishes she didn't feel that way :C*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Giggles.]

I guess you're right.

[She cant help it. But she does care for you all. As much as she can.]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

But I guess they deserve it. They're some of the only things in this place that are... consistent. They're comforting.

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I always go the the chocobo stables when I need to think, or need some cheering up.

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

Yeah? So which is it today? Anything you wanna talk about?

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Sighs and thinks for a moment. Ri doesn't seem to be as bad anymore. She hasn't seen him throwing up darkness at least.]

...Just thinking today. 'bout a lot of stuff.

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

*if she wanted to bring that up, it might be good for Sora, since he'e been bottling up a lot of emotion about that lately -- it may be hard to tell because he's busy taking care of everyone, but just a few more pieces of straw are going to break his back*

Yeah?

*rubs your hair*

We all need to just get away and think sometimes.

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

Yeah...

[...Glances at.]

...How's Ri been feeling? He seemed kinda sick a little while back.

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

... he was a little sick. From what I can tell, he's feeling better.

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

That's good. I was really worried for a while.

...And what about you? How have you been feeling?

[She wants the truth here Sora. No more bottling things up. It's not healthy. :<]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

I was, too. He was really overdoing it.

*he blinks when you ask, and sneaks a sideways glance wondering if he has to answer*

I'll get better.

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[...You're getting a gentle hug now, Sora.]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

*oh yay he likes hugs, because he's about to break -- he might sniffle a bit, and hide his head on your shoulder and get leaky in the eyes -- he's really afraid and upset right now*

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[Hugs him close. She doesn't like seeing her Mama so sad. :<]

[mamaxsky.livejournal.com]

*he can't help it sob ;; he's really grateful that you aren't judging him*

S-sorry, it's just...

[runawaycrayon.livejournal.com]

[She could never judge him. :<]

You dont have to be sorry. And you dont always have to be so strong for everyone else either. It's not healthy to keep all this bottled up.