But as the memories grew clearer and he found himself practically experiencing the happenings of all these people himself, his even apprehensive curiosity was quickly turning to something significantly less positive. At the very best, he felt bewildered while he felt outright horrified when he experienced taking another's life in cold blood.
His reaction would have been to stare at his hands, trying to force the thought through his head that these were not his memories he was experiencing. However, such a notion did little to calm his panicked mind and the only thing he found himself able to focus on was the stubbornly-driven thought that he had to keep hold of Xion's hand at all costs.
And like a light in the darkness, this reminder of purpose prompted him to steel himself; to remember who he was doing this for. He took a slow breath in and then exhaled, doing his best to keep his focus on controlling that process. All the while, he was constantly telling himself that they would get through this, that he would see Xion wake and then... and then they would go find Axel -their Axel.
Then from there -just maybe, they might get the lives that he felt they were so wrongfully robbed of.]
This is true. If nothing, it's funny.
But as the memories grew clearer and he found himself practically experiencing the happenings of all these people himself, his even apprehensive curiosity was quickly turning to something significantly less positive. At the very best, he felt bewildered while he felt outright horrified when he experienced taking another's life in cold blood.
His reaction would have been to stare at his hands, trying to force the thought through his head that these were not his memories he was experiencing. However, such a notion did little to calm his panicked mind and the only thing he found himself able to focus on was the stubbornly-driven thought that he had to keep hold of Xion's hand at all costs.
And like a light in the darkness, this reminder of purpose prompted him to steel himself; to remember who he was doing this for. He took a slow breath in and then exhaled, doing his best to keep his focus on controlling that process. All the while, he was constantly telling himself that they would get through this, that he would see Xion wake and then... and then they would go find Axel -their Axel.
Then from there -just maybe, they might get the lives that he felt they were so wrongfully robbed of.]