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[Axel's in the game room today. he got started playing Kingdom Hearts with Kai the other day, but as soon as he came in here just now he realized he probably shouldn't play on his own, without Kai to explain things to him. :|a so he started poking through movies and things to watch instead, and up on a shelf he found his current entertainment.

he's sprawled all over the couch, feasting out of a large container of what appear to be chinese takeout spare ribs, and he's watching... porn. guy-on-girl porn, which would explain why he's still fully clothed, and watching it with the kind of detached interest people watch doctor's office waiting-room TV with. feel free to come in and join him, or be horrified that he's watching porn where children could see (the door of the game room is still open), or be a child and come in so he can demonstrate his horrible parenting skills!]

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[the door only opens a little, enough to show Riku getting thrown back against the wall hard enough to knock his head. before he can sink to the floor Roxas is there, grabbing him by the front of his coat and hauling him back up again. even while in pain, Riku's expression is closed off, a mask of indifference as he disassociates himself from the encounter.

Roxas' lips move, eyes narrowing as he gives Riku a shake that gets no answer. giving up, he shoves Riku away from him to land on the floor.

the door is pushed open a little more, camera turning to catch the scene as Axel stalks over, one hard boot lifting to stop Riku at the shoulder from getting back to his feet by giving him a firm push back down.]

[part of him is already considering taking this disc to show to Kai, just because. but that would involve stopping it first, and getting up, which he wouldn't be able to do right now because he's so tense, furious and sickened and fdjgsdnfk over it in a way that Riku has probably never been.]

[the camera is pulled back after that, pointed toward Xigbar's feet again; after a few seconds there's suddenly sound. Axel's voice rings out loud through the quiet room as the camera lifts again, showing Axel with one knee pressed to Riku's back as he leans in close, eyes narrowed.

"What did I tell you when you got here, huh? No one leaves the Organization, not even in their minds. So knock off the act, Riku."

It's a voice that has Riku's eyes snapping open as his whole body goes rigid against Axel, head turning to look at the screen with fear as Roxas' voice comes from off to the side.

"Maybe he thought if he whored himself out to the others, one of them would take pity on him."

"Is that what you thought? Then maybe we should just make it official." Riku grunts as Axel's knee digs in, before lifting from his back. Before he can react Axel's reaching to run a finger in a straight line down his back, smoke rising as the coat is burned into two pieces.

"Hold him, Roxas."

Roxas' eyes narrow but he joins them on the floor, hands going to Riku's shoulders to push him back down. "Hold still, Riku. You know it'll be worse if you don't."

Axel is moving to straddle Riku's upper thighs, his expression showing no emotion as he holds up a finger, a flame igniting at the tip. The Riku onscreen tries to turn his head to see what's going on as the one watching the tape hunches in on himself, face turning to hide and an arm going over his head, as if to block out the scream when the Axel onscreen lowers his hand and starts calmly writing with fire across Riku's back.

The scene ends with Riku pale and sweating on the floor, limp as Roxas fits a metal collar around his neck with a click. He flinches when Axel reaches for it, his finger tracing around first the locking mechanism, then the hinge, until they're glowing red and melting into a solid piece.]

Edited 2010-08-08 07:05 (UTC)

[if he'd been able to predict the sudden sound, he would have moved to shut the damn thing off. as it is, he's about as petrified as Riku is, transfixed with horror, but the end of the screaming, and the creation of the metal collar, finally jar him into motion, fumbling for the remote and mashing buttons until the screen goes black. he almost throws the remote away from himself, breathing hard in shock and outrage.]

[Riku's still hiding his face against Axel's stomach, his body tense with dread and a good amount of fear. even as he attempts to seek comfort, he's terrified of Axel's reaction to what they just saw, afraid to say anything but unable to hold back a choked noise. after seeing that, he's ready to be rejected at any second.]

[it doesn't even occur to him that he maybe shouldn't be so physical contact-y after that; he does what he wants to, which is to gather Riku up into his lap as much as he can and hold him tightly, pressing his face against Riku's hair.]

I am so sorry, Riku. I knew it had been bad, but I didn't know...

[it's an unexpected reaction, as Riku was actually waiting to be pushed aside so Axel could put distance between them. he has so much emotion bottled up inside himself that he can't do more than continue to hide his face against Axel's shoulder, his hands clenching Axel's shirt so tightly his knuckles are white. he needs the contact more than anything right now, the reassurance that Axel is different, so very different from the one on his own world.]

[would never do that. ;o; just holds him close, one hand creeping back up to pet his hair again. it's never been that clear to him what makes Nobodies different from everyone else, and he has even more disgust for people like Marluxia and the Larxene from Kai's universe now. but at the moment--]

God. I'm so impressed with you, you know that? From that situation, I don't think I'd be able to even be in the same room with someone who looked like one of the people who had done that. And here you are, almost taking a nap on me until that shit came on.

[that gets another choked sound from him, Riku's head shaking against Axel's shoulder, though his eyes are dry. the petting helps, coaxing Riku to relax his death grip somewhat.]

I didn't... want you to know.

I can see why. Kai doesn't even know that sort of detail, does he? But I don't think any less of you for it, you know that, right? And you're never going back to that place if we have anything to say about it.

[will pet for as long as he needs to for Riku to calm down properly, although crying or something would probably be incredibly good for Riku at this point. :|a]

[he takes a few gulping breaths as he wrestles with himself, reminding himself that it was just a video and that they aren't really there, and trying to make what he's feeling get pushed down, deep where he won't see it again until he's asleep.]

No, he... he doesn't know. Not that much. He's only seen me like that when I came back from my world.

Edited 2010-08-08 15:49 (UTC)

[he could stay with Axel and Kai tonight if he wanted, or Apricot could just hang out with him as a cuddlebuddy. :< rocks him a little, like someone would a scared child.]

You should tell him some of this stuff, he might be able to help you even more. I don't even want to know how that disc got in there, or how it got here, but it might be easier to just show him that instead of trying to talk about it.

[he might frighten Apricot half to death with the kind of nightmares seeing this will spawn, and while he'd clean it up, he doesn't really want bunny piddle in his bed. if Axel were to offer, he'd readily agree to staying close to them for the next week, let alone that night.]

I... I can't tell him. I'm sorry, Axel.

[ew bunny piddle. :< kisses his forehead and hugs him some more.]

Do you want me to, then? And do you want to stay with us for a while? I know what it's like to be alone with your memories, when they've been refreshed unexpectedly like that.

[he's slowly losing the tension in his muscles as his anxiety goes down, and he clings to both those suggestions like a lifeline.]

Yes, please. It... wouldn't be fair, if you knew and I asked you not to tell him. Maybe if I'm with you I won't dream.

I'll show him the disc, then. That'll be the best way. You don't have to be around for it if you don't want.

[sexual issues aside, this may yet turn into a threesome. :|a which would be fine with me, but whatever.]

[he nods, finally relaxing against Axel when he says that. he really, really doesn't want to be there for a second viewing.]

I think I'd rather be in his office when you show it to him.

You got it. We could go now, if you want.

[petpetpet. you have no idea how good this makes him feel, being able to comfort and help someone like this. \o/]

[he swallows hard and nods, knowing it's better to get it over with than to put it off. when Axel retrieves the movie he'll find it wasn't even half-finished; they only saw two of the scenes Xigbar had captured on film.]

Alright.

[ :O my mun is looking forward to seeing the rest of it--]

Come on, I'll take you to his office and then bring him back here to see it. Then we'll come right back to you, okay?]

[but will Kai and Axel be able to watch it all? Riku reluctantly slips from Axel's lap, only now noticing how heavy his collar feels around his neck. his back itches a bit as well, even if the scars there have been healed for quite some time.]

What if... he doesn't want to see me any more when he sees how pathetic I am?

[Kai'll be able to watch enough of it to get the point. and hopefully soon after this, they'll be able to get the collar off and put the tags on a chain for Riku, and maybe get to that back massage stuff. Axel stands as well, and takes Riku's hands.]

You're not pathetic, Riku. No one who cares about you at all thinks that, and especially not me or Kai. If anything he'll just smother you with more affection.

[having an Axel touching his back will be iffy, but it would be good to have another good experience with one. he won't be the first to suggest removing the collar, but he'll be more open to the idea for sure. he tries to crack a smile at Axel's words, but it doesn't quite meet his eyes.]

He's good at that.

[well, not Axel right away, but yes. and the collar will probably be Kai's FIRST suggestion. the fact that Riku's even trying to smile is a good sign, and more than enough right now.

he'll just keep one of Riku's hands and lead him towards the door.]

He is. Apricot'll probably fuss over you too.

[he'll allow himself to be led, his whole demeanor more submissive than usual after seeing that tape. when they get to the room the walls will light up red, but any scenes on them will be too faint to make out. Riku isn't really sure what to make of it.]

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oho I knew that runaway bracket had had babbies while it was gone.

shhhhh I get confused with all the smallfonting going on.

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