remember a day before today

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[the Roxas replica is walking around, looking tense and jumpy. he's clearly looking for something or someone, and he's fumbling with the hem of his shirt, eyes scanning the rooms as he goes through them. his (un)trustworthy kitten follows closely.]

[ooc: seeking anyone that's been harmed by him during Maleficent's spell, as well as anyone else that might want to see him.]

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[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Oh look, familiar black cat trotting your way. Followed closely by a not-as-familiar, exasperated-looking Riku.]

Prue, stop running off like that!

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[freezes when he sees Riku. in the time between waking up after the spell wore off and now, his mind has run through all possible reactions and retaliations, most of them horrible and/or violent. he picks up Oslo and... wait, Prue?

but this isn't that Riku, is he?]

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[He finally catches Prue, scooping her up into his arms. There are so many Roxae around, he doesn't exactly recognize the one who shot him. There is, however, a bandage on his right arm.]

Sorry, her owner says she has a habit of running off.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[...oh. he's a bit relieved that he didn't shoot that one, but he's still ashamed, of course.]

I'm sorry.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

...For what?

[Shifts Prue so she's draped over his shoulders.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

For attacking you.

[looks up, and takes a deep breath before continuing.]

I think it was a spell that made me do it, but I know that's not an excuse.

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[He tenses when he realizes just which Roxas this is, but stays where he is.]

I know there's a spell that was going around. And trust me, you're not the first person who attacked me over it.

[Sighs.]

Don't dwell on it too much. It was an accident.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

...I'm still sorry. I knew I would hurt people if I left my room in that mood, and I still did. I should have been able to control myself, at least that much.

[dwells on it!]

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Looks a bit sympathetic, since he knows all about not being able to forgive oneself.]

It wasn't your fault, really. One of my best friends attacked me as well, so obviously the spell had people out of their right minds.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[nods. he still feels guilty, but that actually cheered him up a little. at least he's not the only weak person in here!]

I'm sorry.

[but this time he's not apologizing for his own actions but for the actions of someone else.]

[(Anonymous)]

[Saix had actually been looking for Roxas, so it was very fictitious that he ran into him.]

Roxas? Are you well?

[berserk-moon.livejournal.com]

(ooc: Fail boat....passenger one. lol this was me.)

lol

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[asdhjd twitches. but he's quick to relax again, walking over to Saix and hugging him. ;;]

No.

Re: lol

[berserk-moon.livejournal.com]

[And he's immediately returning the hug.]

What's wrong, Roxas? What happened?

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

A spell. People changed personalities and weapons and stuff and...

[hugs tighter, sighing.]

I hurt people.

[berserk-moon.livejournal.com]

[He tightened the hug.]

Ah, so that is what happened to Namine. It's all right, Roxas, if it was a spell, then you were not at fault. If you apologize, I'm sure they'd forgive you.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[he nods and tries not to start crying. guilt and relief and the mention of Namine all conspire against him though, and Saix might notice that his shirt is getting wet.]

[berserk-moon.livejournal.com]

[Saix doesn't mind, he knows that Roxas has had a lot on his mind. He just holds Roxas, rubbing his back and making comforting noises, maybe purring a bit.]

It's all right.

[ooc: I'm finally caught up with everything. lol Now to bed. I'll respond this evening....if I don't crash and burn.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[he calms down soon enough, sniffling and moving a bit closer.]

[ooc: XD okay, sleep well. and no burning. :|]

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Shrugs.]

I saw him earlier and we sorted things out. I know he didn't mean any of the things he said, so it's fine.

[Even if he knows he didn't mean them, it still hurts a little.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I'm glad. And you're... healing nicely?

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

[Nods.]

Namine fixed me up pretty well. If I keep worrying her like this, she's going to lock me up in my room or something.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[he snorts at that.]

Yeah, my Namine is the same... but I understand her, sometimes I feel like locking her up too, she's gotten hurt a lot lately...

[sunrisingly.livejournal.com]

Somehow I don't think locking anyone up would help. If anything I'd just follow her around at all times.

[Shakes his head and smiles dryly.]

Then again she wasn't stupid enough to go get herself killed.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I don't think anything would help in here. If anyone really wants to harm you, they'll do it anyway.

[blinks.]

You died?