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[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Namine's back in the music room again. She's at the piano as usual and as usual is also singing.

www.youtube.com/watch

 

Feel free to bother her. She's in a good mood today and shouldn't mind too much.]

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[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[he really should learn how to make some noise while walking. he can't seem to get out of the bad habit of sneaking up on people.]

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Hasn't noticed yet. Still singing.]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[he's listening carefully. it feels like he might very well be discovered due to the loudness of his heartbeats. they're probably not louder than normal, but the song...]

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[It's not upsetting him is it? She hopes not. Also, no. She hasn't noticed him yet. So she's still playing and singing. Rather well I might add. It seems that she plays and sings better when she's in a good mood.]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[it is upsetting him, but not badly. he's staying to listen, isn't he?]

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[...She doesn't want to upset him. She just wanted to sing a nice song. And she likes that song. And...She's just making excuses now.
She finishes singing and sighs a little. She's thinking about that song.]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

That's a good song. Did you write it?

[he lowers his voice. hopefully she won't be as startled by suddenly discovering that he's standing behind her that way.]

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Jumps a little before turning to look at him.]

R-Roxas! You scared me!

[Sighs a little.]

...No, I didn't write it. I just learnt it.

[There's a bookshelf over there filled with heaps of music books with sheet music from different worlds. She learns from those.]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

Sorry. I tried not to.

[he nods at her answer and feels a little relieved. if she had written it, that would make it about them on a far more personal level. and that would put such pressure on him to stop being freaky like this and make things work right away and that stress might just overwhelm him despite the drugs.]

Is it from y-your world?

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Gives a small smile.]

It's okay, dont worry about it.

[But that's not what the song is about. He doesn't have to be perfect for her to love him.
She nods.]

Yeah, it is. There's a lot of sheet music from my world here.

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[but it sounds so sad even if she doesn't mean it like that.]

I think I'd like your world.

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[She doesn't think it sounds sad. She thinks it sounds more hopeful. Like she's got faith that everything will work out eventually.
She smiles.]

Maybe. I know I like it.

[Tilts her head a little, thinking.]

...I think I prefer staying here though.

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[he sort of blinks at that. he shouldn't be surprised, but the comment catches him off guard.]

...why did everything have to happen?

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Blinks.]

Hm?

[Is he talking about everything that happened to him?]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[he's talking about everything ever. everything that happened to him, to her, to them, to Riku, to everyone. mostly he's talking about why she had to leave and why he couldn't come with her.]

Just. You know. Everything.

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Blinks, then sighs. Moves so she's facing him rather than the piano.]

...I dont know. But, I do believe that everything happens for a reason.

[Closes her eyes for a moment...Then opens them to look at Roxas again.]

I dont know why I was sent back, but I'm just glad that I'm here again. So, I try not to worry about it too much.

[Cause she's not going to be sent home again.]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

And what sort of reason could there be? I don't understand. Who or what would profit from bad things happening to us? I'm c-certain I haven't gained anything p-positive f-from it.

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Thinks about that for a moment.]

It's not always positive. Bad things do happen, and they, hurt...

[Pauses, glancing away. She was hurt when she was sent home too. It hurt having to hide it from her family too. She had to pretend to be happy all of the time.]

...But, I guess we just have to learn from those bad experiences.

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

It's not fair.

[at least she had family. but no, now he's sulking and envious and he doesn't like himself like this at all.]

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Is there anything she can do to make him feel a little better? She doesn't like seeing him upset.]

I'm sorry.

icon fail. o.O

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[just stay with him through the rough patches. they're becoming further and further apart, those bad days.]

Me too.

No problem. XD

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[She already promised that she would stay. And she's keeping that promise.
She just feels like no matter what she does, it just seems to upset him.]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[he's sorry. he doesn't want to be so easily upset...]

You know... you never taught me any magic.

[sketched-ocean.livejournal.com]

[Blinks.]

Hm?

[...Oh, that's right. She said that she would teach him, didn't she?]

[ooc: Also, this Namine was sent home much later then the younger version. That was just things turning out differently than they were supposed to. If younger Namine had been sent home, it would have been later on. Sorry for the confusion. ^^;]

[tatteredreplica.livejournal.com]

[s-smiles.]

Don't tell me you forgot.


[ooc: hey, confusion and conflicting timelines is what I live for. XD well, not really, but sorta. and there's nothing that really proves that -this- older!Replixas' timeline is the exact same as older!Namine's. I mean, he never had a kitten, nor did he ever find out about Riku's psychoactive drugs, which would have helped had he known earlier.]