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[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

[look who's all curled up with a book to read ... his eyes are bloodshot and the cigarette butts in the ashtray next to him must be a mile high, but it's the same old Axel, for better or for worse.]

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teehee butts.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

[he'd be find just avoiding the world and going on his way like nothing else exists, except the stench of smoke in the room is too much to ignore. he stops, turning his head to Axel with one brow raised.]

Are you trying a different method of suicide or something?

GEE i should have used riku instead.

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

[closes the book loudly. someone always has to be meddling.]

See, that's where you're wrong - I'm already dead.

BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS RIKUS FOR ME i wanted something different

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

Dead people don't usually talk.

[but he shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets and turning back into the direction he was walking.]

But I'm not about to underestimate this place.

I'M FOREVER RIKU ok that sounded better in my head ...

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

Who're you, my guidance counselor?

[flicks a butt after him as he goes.]

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

I dunno. Do you want me to be?

[slumps his shoulder against the wall, knocking his temple into it. as if he has anywhere to go or anything to do anyway.]

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

Well! If the shoe fits.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

I listen good, I guess.

[rolls over so his back is pressing against the wall.]

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

How's that working out.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

I discovered people are boring.

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

[suddenly starts laughing. between that hair and the way he sounds, you'd think Axel was some kind of high hyena.]

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

I guess you disagree.

[tucks stray strands of hair behind an ear, looking particularly bored, but that's nothing new.]

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

You're crazy, man.

[lights up another cigarette. he's lost count today.]

Human life's gotta be the most fascinating thing on the planet. That or the platypus ...

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

Says the dead man.

[slides down the wall until his butt hits the floor.]

Everyone is predictable, it's boring. People are boring. Mainstream is boring. It's not even worth it to try and make friends or fall in love anymore.

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

Because everyone here looks like everyone else, riiiight?

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

I don't even care about anyone here. They're about as good to me as angels are to an atheist.

[shakes his head.]

I was here before, but I went back home. People kept asking questions, but when I didn't stop being vague, they stopped. Everything went back to normal like nothing happened at all, and now I'm back again, and nothing will have happened when I get back home.

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

S'like a dream within a dream within a dream, man.

[spins his cigarette around, whirling a circle of smoke in the air.]

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

Something like that. Really, really pointless dreams.

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

Hey, that's life. You're born, you're dying.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

Wish I could've made a choice. It seems a little unfair, but at the same time I'm not going to kill myself over it because I feel like when I do, the world's going to change just because I died.

Call me greedy if you want.

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

When I stop seeing those itty bitty pink elephants I'll know who to blame.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that.

[leans down, pressing his forehead to the tops of his knees. sure, get the druggy to listen to reason. how smart of you.]

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

[puffs out smoke.]

... oh, you're serious.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

Forget about it.

[traces a single finger across the floor.]

[rabblerousing.livejournal.com]

C'mon, nobody likes a spoilsport.

[onlyafake.livejournal.com]

It's going in one ear and out the other.