End of small sanctuary.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

[After seeing what the simulation room can do, Kairi's decide to see if she can remember what home looks like. All she came up with, however, was the inside of what looks like a hospital room. It's anything but white and sterile though- once your eyes adjust to the dark atmosphere, there's rust and bloodstains everywhere. She's sitting on an empty hospital bed, a grim look on her face.]

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[waywardfate.livejournal.com]

(he walks in, and pauses. it's not exact, but the atmosphere of it reminds him of Hell.
which is not one of his fondest memories, to say the least)

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

[she doesn't know about the simulation room; only knows that the room it currently looks like feels wrong.]

...cozy place.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

It's not much, but it's home.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

You sure?

[runs a hand along the wall, slightly weirded out. her senses are trying to identify both the simulation and the actual room at the same time.]

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

Yeah. There aren't any nurses though.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

You sound like that's a good thing.

[looks over at her, raising an eyebrow.]

[waywardfate.livejournal.com]

(t-takes a bit to get past the memories)

This...kind of reminds me of where I was before.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

It is. Trust me.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

Where was that?

[waywardfate.livejournal.com]

(and he says, in all seriousness)

Hell. Literally.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

Guessing they weren't your typical nurses?

[frowns and stops touching the wall, trying not to touch... anything.]

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

That's where I thought I was at first. I guess it says something it this place reminds you of it.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

You could say that. I'm only relatively sure they were even human once.

[waywardfate.livejournal.com]

(okay, now he's gonna focus on cheering up. because staying depressed won't help)

Yeah, all it needs is the demons and it could be a whole new circle of Hell.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

[nods understandingly.]

Dealt with plenty of living nightmares back home, huh.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

No one else seems to understand. You sound like you do, though.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

This simulation doesn't show the monsters from the real version.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

Vampires. A lot of vampires.

[smiles sadly.]

And London on fire.

[waywardfate.livejournal.com]

(y-yeah. him either, the more he thinks about it :|)

That's good.

(kind of wants to change the simulation)

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

It must have been... really terrifying.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

Did you really come from... hell?

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

[it's okay, a lot of people here haven't.]

Mm. It was at first. Then I was just really angry. They slaughtered the entire city.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

You had a good reason for wanting revenge though.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

[smiles faintly.]

At first I was just doing my job. I worked for an organization that hunted vampires. But then Millenium started up and...

[shrugs.]

Well, their army's gone, as are most of their core members I think. I have to admit, it was really refreshing destroying them.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

So you got revenge then? And everything turned out... okay?

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

[snorts and shakes her head.]

I got revenge, partly. Things were too messed up to ever be 'okay'. But... I got pulled away before things could be finished.

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

I wonder if it's right for me to want revenge then.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

Why wouldn't it be?

[tilts her head a little.]

[silentinterror.livejournal.com]

Someone told me revenge isn't always a good thing. I'm just wondering what it will lead to.



I'm still going to go through with it when I find her though.

[hellsingagent.livejournal.com]

Revenge may not always be a good thing, but it depends on the circumstances. If there's nothing left but revenge, well... why not go for it?

[shrugs a bit, leaning against a wall.]

I'm probably not the best person to try and get you to think otherwise.